I've never been more afraid in my life. Recently, I've been starting to feel the sudden urge to work really hard, to coop myself up at home and to work hard so that I can ace this year.
This feeling just got ignited again yesterday when I saw my result for my law module. 24/50 for my reflection journal and I worked so hard at it. Shit. I hate myself for being such a failure and honestly, I want to be able to do well but I hate not having a life.
Sucks cause I just want to lay back on my talents and work at them. I mean who wouldn't want to be a dancer/singer for their life career. Sheesh but that's near impossible.
Anyway, I'm not giving up now. I'm going to work 101% on everything in front of me even if it means that I have to die in the process.
Eyes on me.
Watch me fly again.