This post is dedicated to a dear friend of mine that I have missed ever so much - Chewy (ZiYi)
My dear girl it's been so long since I last saw you and i'm glad that as i'm typing this you're right in front of my screen talking to me. I'm sorry that I haven't been talking to you in a while and i'm really glad I had the chance to do so once more, tonight. Yes it's been awhile since we talked and the both of us have changed a lot.... and hopefully for the better. (;
I just wanted to tell you that despite what others might say about you, about how you've changed and about how you've started to become cold to others and less bubbly, I just want you to know that I understand why you've changed so much.. Life's like that. Sometimes it gets us down. Throws us the worst of lemons that even the optimist would not be able to make lemonade out from it and drink it without sputtering. I know it has been difficult for you and so instead of condemning you for who you have become (BTW there's nothing wrong with who you are now -wink-), i'll start to be the positive side of you! Condemning you would not make you any happier or optimistic in anyway but loving you just might do the trick. Hees. (: I'm glad that you still see me as someone close to your heart because I see you the same way too. <3
Yes in life, it's going to be difficult to lose people close to you and it sucks when people don't understand how you feel. But even in the worst of times, there will always be people who will stand with you... Take me for instance! (: I might not be the best of friends a person could have but i'll try my best. I keep smiling cause I know it makes you happy and it makes me happy when you're happy... This sounds cliche and stupid but it's true! :D
But more than that, it's really because nothing makes me happier that seeing my friends happy (especially you) <3.
So cheer up and brighten up a little more. Yes the world sucks but I ain't gonna let it get me down. If life kicks me down, i'll get back up again and kick life twice as hard in the butt! XD Nahh i kidd.. I don't know if i'll ever be strong enough to handle life in the upcoming years ahead but heck i'll keep smiling cause nothing brings me better joy than seeing my friends stay happy with me too!
I'll always accept you for who you are. If life's taken away everything from you or continues to remain bleak, just remember that you have me - The positive side of you.
Lots and lots of love <3